Re:I'm so torn..need advice DazednConfused: Thanks for all of the kind words and thoughts. You are all telling me what I already know I really need to do for myself, just need some help getting there. Today is the first day of no contact for us. It has been very difficult for me not to pick up the phone, but I have survived day one. I hope each passing day it gets a little bit easier. Funny, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I have always been a very laid back and upbeat person. The past several months I have been in a very dark place. I havn't been myself at all. I am starting to feel more like my old self again. I am still sad, but I think the fact that I have finally made the decision to move forward, and not stay stuck with all of her indicision, is alrady staring to brighten my outlook on things. Hell, I was always happy when I was single before our relationship started, so I'm sure I will be again.
Re:I'm so torn..need advice riversandlakes: kudos to you dnc, i don't know remember anymore who i was before she came in. been with me since university - seems like forever ;(((
Re:I'm so torn..need advice AmyMarie1972: Hi,
I am pleased that you are feeling better. It is said alot but one day at a time really does help.
Good luck with everything
Amy
