Re:DIVORCE! LostTeacher: i know the what you mean about feeling free....
2 days ago i was a sobbing mess, talking to my stbxh all day and night, getting the rest of my stuff, selling our truck, almost to the point of begging him to come back.
now that i haven't had contact with him, and the truck sale is final, and i FINALLY have the rest of my stuff.... i feel a sort of relief. it doesn't change the fact that i still miss him, and probably will for a long time.... but i feel like i can move a little easier, and can get along a little better without him.
don't feel bad about feeling good in this situation. it's just another door opening while this one is slowly closing behind you. you can see that it's closing, and you are not sure if you are totally ok with it yet, but you can see this new door, and it's bright, and warm, and wide open, and ready for you to enter it! ;)
