I feal like sh!t and.... tupsie: :'( :'( :'(Help I feal like sh!t and I just want to die tonight. Am I such garbage to be discarded this way?Why does no one want me? I have been told I am beautiful and nice and good WHATS THE PROBLEM?I loved him with all my heart why was that not good enough. Why turn to a WH*RE? She is ugly and obviously with out moral to get involved with a married man with a child. Why does he become attractive in this situation while I sit here alone as other men run for the hills because I am in the middle of a divorce and have a child?Why do I get to be alone ? I want to die!!!!!!!!One guy calls but Iam not sure of his intentions.
Re:I feal like sh!t and.... sacoderisa: Because most men are stupid, I tried to stay with my ex, i love her to death, but she rather hang out with her friends....well, it would be all fine and good, if she left me alone. I don't run away from girls with children, specially if they are cute ;) But one thing is true, good people always get screwed by garbage like my ex and most of the exes we get to read about here.
Re:I feal like sh!t and.... snowyheart: Hang tight tupsie,
This will pass. You are the better person. Don't beat yourself up just because some fool didn't see what he had. Someone WILL see you for who you are and love who you are.
sunnyheart
Re:I feal like sh!t and.... some-guy: DO NOT want to die. Things never get so bad...please keep your head up and above everything that is going on right now. There are obviously some bad decisions being made on his part, but never feel alone...we are here!
some-guy
Re:I feal like sh!t and.... jillieb44: For YEARS I let my stbx treat me like a bug he squashed under his shoe...told him how he made me feel, but he didn't really care, and kept doing it. I drove myself insane trying to make him happy, to make him love me again, to make him want to be with me. Nothing worked.
I cannot make him happy. So I finallly got smart and started living for me (and my kids). He treats everyone poorly except certain friends and family (and THAT hurts when he treats others better than he treats you).
It's NOT you. You deserve someone who loves and cares for you and wants to be with you. I don't know why people fall out of love (I was busy tending the kids, he was busy tending the house and yard -- I have NO idea where things started going wrong and there's nothing I could have done differently).
Don't accept this -- it's not your fault. You are NOT garbage. Find the good in your situation and take time for YOU. YOU are worth it.
Jillie
