Just need to vent a lil' KittyKat28: Crashed and burned last night big time...and still feeling the after effects. :-\
Drinking red wine is a curse to me... I started crying .... then getting mad about stupid things. Both of which I never do on a normal basis. And to make matters even worse I called up my ex to for some unknow reason. ( Actually to flip on him)..... Grrrr
This, the guy who after almost 2 years of being together decided to end it because he thought he was in love (after one night meeting) with some chic from a bar who did a "favor" for him.
I haven't seen or spoken to him in about 3 years now...untill I saw him at the diner on my lunch break about a week ago.
He dug out my Phone # from only god knows where...and now keeps trying to get me to be friends with him again....
I always feel like such crap when I see or talk to him....
So not the best idea to get bad drunk....I know my own fault but still.....the past is the past why is he so intent on changing it now....especially after so long
I couldn't even fall asleep with my honey last night to make matters worse...He had to work late... :'( :'(
And everything is getting to me today at work...is it almost over?!?!?
I feel like hiding!!!
