What do you want? sacoderisa: I have been there for you, no matter what you've asked I have given you. You asked for space, I moved out. You asked for me to take you back, I did. You wanted to go with your friends and party, I let you do it. You wanted me to stop beign a flirt. I did. Wanted me to leave you alone and forget you.....well, I tried, and I am still trying; but you won't let me. I try not thinking of you, and you call, I try getting away from you and you find me. I tried to end it all.........and you stopped me. You told me you want to see other people. Yet the moment that you knew I was TALKING, yes just talking to somebody else, you got mad.
Is unfair, let me be, if you love me, be with me, if you don't like you say you do, then just leave me the F*k alone, My daughter always will be in my mind, and I will be there for her to give her all my love and all that she needs.
You said I have a space in your heart? Why should I have one, if you trew me out, where in the heart is exactly that place, that makes you use me as you seem fit? What is the point of me knowing I have a space in your heart? just to bite my tongue and swallow my tears thinking that I couldn't have your heart whole?
Is hard to go to sleep with tears in your eyes every night. Is hard to contain yourself when they joke about you having sex.......when the only one that i would be intimate with, just left me. Yes, is hard when they remind you that you weren't the great woman I thought you were.
You asked me, why would I love a ho. Is not like i wanted to. I saw that different part of you........You say you changed, you remain the same, the dumb lil child who didn't know what to do with her life.......I know you so good, that I even know at this moment, you are thinking about why you left me. I know because you have told me that you think why didn't you stay with me? Love? you said "I am not inloved with you" What do you think love is? Yes I noticed other girls just like you noticed other guys, but I respected you. I didn't put myself in a position where I had to decide. You and your friends did. Your friends.......Where are they now? Are they there for you always like i was? Are they the ones to pick you up when you are completely down? Did they let you in their house even though you were breaking their heart?
You are stupid, I don't want you back. But I love you, and I want you by my side. I guess I am as confused as you are. But we both should think of the baby, as she doesn't need two stupid parents that can't deal with life. I love you, and I love my daughter. I wish I could turn back the time, not to when we were happy, but to the time when we didn't know each other.......I wasn't happy then, but at least I didn't cry every night.
