Re:I'm clueless... coldturkey: Wow, thanks for the quick responses, and giving me some support. My best friends and family are on the mainland so it's kind of hard to get the support I really need. Also my best friends are just as screwed up as I am. They know the entire story of my breakdown. I have my friends here by they don't know the entire story about why I really cracked up. (Just like I haven't shared with u guys.) All they know is that I went wacko, and I me and my BF need to be apart for awhile. It's not that I don't trust them, but I don't want my business to become their lives. (If u know what I mean.) But they've been supportive too, by trying to keep my lonely weekends filled with things to do on this crappy island. (Don't ever come to Honolulu for vacation. U will be disappointed. Ur money is best spent somewhere else where u can do more things. Ie. Las Vegas, Disney World.) By the way, I just turned 30, and my BF is 32.
