Ostia...Read this disillusioned: Ostia...
I know EXACTLY what u r going thru...I married my stbx at the age of 20 and I thought that it would last forever..I thought nothing could ever split us apart, there was so much love..The way u r feeling now is exactly the way I am feeling too...He was my entire world, my entire future was planned out with him(at least in my mind), I was all set to set up home with him, to have children with him and to grow old with him...All of a sudden that didn't seem like a possibility anymore, he just stopped loving me..It broke my heart and left me with so many unanswered questions...How could he do this to me? Didn't he love me the way I loved him? How can he live without me and not want to come back to me?...The list goes on and on..Ostia, I know how u feel and how much confusion u r facing at this moment in ur life but all I can say is that for people like us who tried to give their marriages everything, there must be something better out there..We deserve a husband who can love, honour, respect, support and care for us because we are capable of giving so much love...Just hang in there the way I am ....
Re:Ostia...Read this ostia: Disillustioned,
I know just how you feel, and I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm not sure anyone ever gets over a divorce completely, but the pain does fade with time. I'm noticing that already...I still have very bad days, but I have a few good days too...more and more all the time. Talking to friends and family, seeing a counselor, a spending a lot of time on this board are helping me quite a bit.
Good luck....
