Re:I want to go back in my cave.... galil: BB :) You GO girl.
YOU DID IT. yah iot did not go as well as maybe what you expected, but you finaly did dip your toe in the pool. and just like a pool when the water is cold your first reaction would be to bring your toe right back out of the pool. Once you finaly jump in though and get aclamaited to the water things start to settle down and the water feels soothing.
As far as going on blind dates and first dates , yatta yatta yatta, i always looked at it like a fun adventure to meet someone new. I am a very outgoing person that is totaly comfortable with any one new I meet. But, maybe if you just look at it like going out to make new firends other than dating it will calm your nerves and make you feel a little more comfortable.
Anyway I know it blew chunks hon but I am proud of you and you should celebrate some of your first baby steps. You are a beautiful human being who should not be alone at all. It is only a matter of time before you let your guard down and you find that guy that you can connect with.
BTW my connect is down so I have been away for a while, I can only check in here very wek or so now when I am in town.
Anyway again I am proud of you hang in there and dont let them sails down now you are are your way keep them up and billowing and keep moving forward.
And for you B-day you need to come to Louisville so I can take you to a 1 star hole in the wall and we can have fries and a coke :) :P
