Re:He's coming over today! MichelleOC: Hi JLL,
Please, no need to apologize. Did not take offense at all...
It is sad to see the love, dreams etc. vaporize. I am moving on, and at least we dont hate each other...
best best best to you :)
Re:He's coming over today! BlindOracle: [quote"> gah.
i don't want that to be my wife and i... it makes me sick to my stomach to think it could be, some day. Her, a different person, me uncaring... [/quote">
That's how I feel. Like when she came out of her neurosurgery or something she lost all capacity to be affectionate. God that was a hard run of luck for her, but here we are a year later. I'm spent....too damned tired to be the instigator of al of the affection in our marriage...I'm not even talking about sex.
Hugging, kissing, even touching me as she passes...it's all vapourized as if it never happened.
