Re:(screaming at the top of her lungs) AloneandCold: Because I have had a spliting headach for two days straight and I think I may have an ear infection and I think it spread to the other ear last night but I cannot see a doctor until I get paid in another seven days.
Because since he is living with me on "my days" with the kids he goes out with friends but on "his days" I still end up taking care of them 24/7 while he just sits here or hides in the other room talking on the phone to the same friends.
Re:(screaming at the top of her lungs) AloneandCold: Dang it my ears really hurt!!!!
Re:(screaming at the top of her lungs) AloneandCold: Because I am almost out of pain killer.
Because my ex keeps promising my girls he will do this or that with them and then making other plans with friends and dropping the plans with the kids because he "forgot".
Because it is really bothering my six year old. :(
Re:(screaming at the top of her lungs) AloneandCold: Because Skye just wrote all over their really nice wood bunk-beds with a black permanent marker.
Because neither child is listening today.
Because I totally lost it with them
Because it is supposed to be the ex's "day" with them and he is at his Gf's house instead.
Because I said I didn't mind watching them for him today
Because I didn't realize I would need a break from them today
Because even when I get a break I don't really
Because I want to walk away from my own children even if it is just for a day or two
Re:(screaming at the top of her lungs) AloneandCold: Because my kids seem to have forgotten how to behave and I am not sure what to do about it.
Because its one in the morning and I let my dog out to go to the bathroom before bed and he ran off and hasn't come back
Because right after I figured that out Skye called me because she threw up all over her bed. I mean serious chunks.
Because I rented movies to watch and the ex took them to his Gf's house behind my back instead.
Because I had a really, really long day.
