Help!!!`` JLP111: I need some help, I am 33 years old and I have been married for about 2 years. We are on the verge of divorce. My husband is good to me and my children, I love him a lot but I do not love him the right way. My ex who is the father of my child is the love of my life. We split up over a long drug battle he has delt with for many years. He tells me that he will give me everything I want from him if I ever gave him another chance. I know he loves me but I am married now. I am scared to make the wrong decision. I will always love this man deeply and nothing has ever matched it but I am afraid he will let me down again. I have a lot to lose and scared I will have an affair. I know my husband deserves so much more than this. He has put up with me going back to my ex before we were married. PLEASE HELP!! ANYONE!!
Re:Help!!!`` ouch: End one relationship before you jump into another. You say your current husband has been good to you and your child, then give him the courtesy of not cheating on him. It sounds like you know right from wrong, don't get that confused with what you want.
Re:Help!!!`` hudson: I agree with ouch. And to add to that, I feel you need to let go of that which is behind(the past marriage, ex husband). Maybe if you transfered some of that love you keep for your ex to your current husband, you would find that your marriage is worth keeping.
