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Re:going to see her reck: [quote author=sweet_jimmy link=board=1;threadid=13002;start=0#msg107344 date=1118432225">

I suppose i am a little anxious to see her, but then again, I'm not. I think i'm more anxious of the thought of her seeing me in the best shape i've ever been in... leaner, harder, and not bawling for once. I also kinda want her to know that i'm not scared of seeing her.
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but bare in mind that when you see her there will be instant memory recall of your previous feelings for her, no matter how you think your state of mind is now. Off to my daughters hockey and i will see the "shell" of my wife and i will get that gut twist....happens evey time so i prepare myself for it.
Re:going to see her jimloveless: thanks everyone. i promise to be careful

i still can't take it over 55 due to engine break in, but this trip will get me over the 1000 miles i need on her to set her free :)

the ride back is going to be fun.. and i'll probably need it.

mended-
we'll be going through bend. that's a pretty nice area through there. i'd really like to see crater lake, but i don't think it's going to be anywhere near our path.

reck-
i don't doubt it one bit. i'm just going to do my best to go into it without any sort of preconception as to what my reaction or her reaction will be. no matter what, i feel like this is something i need to know that i can face with my head up and my back straight. and i'll do everything i can to make sure it goes that way. *crosses fingers*


Re:going to see her jimloveless: alack... rain...
Re:going to see her wowee: Wishing you a safe trip - and as everyone else has said, it will be hard to see her, but if you do & you make it without showing her you are still hurting you will be so happy in the end. Take a deep breath & just do it!! remember we are all with you in spirit.
Re:going to see her jimloveless: thanks ;)

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