Home alone, and hating it..
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Home alone, and hating it.. scraft: My bf left friday afternoon, and I thought I was ok with it cuz I have my kitties to keep me company. There's only one problem with that they can't talk! I can't sleep at night if I'm alone..I'm not afraid of the dark just my neighborhood lol. I thought it would be great to spend 5 days alone cuz I could do what I want within reason of course, but do what I want none the less. I am sooooooooo bored and lonely I could cry. I've tried playing the Sims 2 to help pass the time, but get bored within an hour or two. I tried chatting in rooms on yahoo, but that gets old after about a min cuz everyone wants to talk to ya UNTIL you inform them that you are not single, or they just keep pushing the issue until you have to iggy them to get rid of them. I tried chatting with my AOL buddies using AIM, and not a one of them has been on. I tried calling a few friends, but they aren't home. I don't know what to do when I have time alone! I'm not worried about my bf cheating or anything, but I must wonder what he's doing, and what he'll be doing for the next 2 days. Partying is at the top of the list, and that's ok. I think I'm a bit jealous cuz we never get to have fun with each other. I told him that if we didn't have 3 kitties at home I would have liked to have gone, but was quickly informed that it was just the boys no wives or gf's invited. I was quite miffed. I really didn't wanna go to a hippy fest with chics that had more hair on their bodies than most men, or hang out with people who hadn't showered in 5 days, or listen to hippy music, but partying with my honey I could have gone for. But, what really bothered me the most was I didn't get an I love you before he left. JERK! lol.

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