being your friend... willow78: Hey Brian. I just wanted you to know that the only reason I am your friend is because I still love you. But then again, I can't be your friend because i still love you. But I want to be your friend because i still love you. At least if we are friends it sort of keeps you close to me in some sort of twisted way. You were my one and only sometimes I think you always will be. How do I go on not being with you when I love you so much? Do you really know what true love is? I thought you did, I felt it when you looked at me or touched me, Maybe i was just kidding myself. I held onto every sweet word of love you said to me, every promise you ever made to me, all the hope for a wonderful life together that you promised me. You ripped it all out of my hands and gave it to someone else. ???I hate you for that, but I love you for everything else! My love for you is rooted in my soul, I can't get rid of it, this is what you have done to me, are you proud of yourself my love???
