Re:My First Post... Cowboy12: Scorpio, your in a tough place, I feel the same as you ...because we have kids together it's hard to move on...I would glady never see her again and let her get along with her new man, but I have to go through the pain barrier to come out a better person... It hurts a lot.
I wouldn't advise sleeping together anymore, even if you get lonely, and the oppurtunity arises, it only messes with your head more..
Keep posting . all the best,
Cowboy 8)
Re:My First Post... ScorpioLady: Thanks to everyone for the responses... it does help.
Cowboy~ You're right sleeping together does make it worse. At least I have been able to stop doing that. ;)
It's hard though being so lonely. The funny thing is, even though he is with someone else and says he is really happy, he also has a hard time controlling himself around me. He still makes sexual remarks and I catch him looking at me with that "I want you" look a lot. I have very mixed feelings about it... it is nice to know I am still attractive to him... especially because I am not seeing anyone right now... but on the other hand I get frustrated because it seems like he has a lot of issues about us that he hasn't worked through, yet he's always telling me he's fine and I should be moving on as easily as he did. >:( I hate that.
Re:My First Post... mydarkdreams: [quote author=ScorpioLady link=board=20;threadid=13055;start=0#msg107994 date=1118605568">
Thanks to everyone for the responses... it does help.
Cowboy~ You're right sleeping together does make it worse. At least I have been able to stop doing that. ;)
It's hard though being so lonely. The funny thing is, even though he is with someone else and says he is really happy, he also has a hard time controlling himself around me. He still makes sexual remarks and I catch him looking at me with that "I want you" look a lot. I have very mixed feelings about it... it is nice to know I am still attractive to him... especially because I am not seeing anyone right now... but on the other hand I get frustrated because it seems like he has a lot of issues about us that he hasn't worked through, yet he's always telling me he's fine and I should be moving on as easily as he did. >:( I hate that.
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This is *EXACTLY* word for word what goes on here.. we're definately in the same boat!
