uh oh, things are not going so well. julymale: it's been over a year since she left and i still have alot of anger. it's really frustrating, i can't seem to figure out when will that feeling ever go away. i'm really stuck here, life is at a standstill, i can't envision anything beyond maybe a week at a time. been trying to simplify life and be as mindless as possible- being sociable but at times being a hermit. just only going thru the motions really, staring at blank walls, fear of making attachments. I hope this will go away someday
