Re:Missing my life......................... francesca: Of course you will! You will have all of these things. Right now is just a hard time in life to get through. There is plenty of time for love and babies. Oh gosh, I really feel you there. I'm so sorry for your past few months sister! It feels like when we lose our husbands/boyfriends, they represent so much more...the possibilities of that garden in the backyard, that miracle in the bassinette, and that endless security. But I'm confident we will find the real people we are meant to be with. And it will be worth the wait and even the pain.
Re:Missing my life......................... Blueyes424: I felt like I needed to write an update from yesterday.
I am feeling much better about things. It's getting easier day by day to deal with being alone. And like Penguin pointed out, I have met a really great guy, and I think things are progressing more than I initially thought. Which is a good thing!!! ;)
It just gets so trying sometimes to come to terms with the fact that I am divorced. It makes me fell like I failed. I know in my heart that I did everything I could to make things work, but sometimes it just takes a lot out of you, ya know????
But anyhoot......I am feeling better, I have a better outlook today, and tonight is Midnight Margaritas.......woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!
Re:Missing my life......................... microtech1: I am glad to hear you are feeling better today. Your post really caught my eye because I feel a lot of the same things. It's really hard losing that dream life you thought was right there at hand. I still can't believe that I will be divorced in a few weeks and I feel like I have failed at times as well.
I agree it takes a lot out of you but my impression is that you are an extremely strong woman who will find all that you have ever dreamed of. Good luck with your guy! I hope that you get all you want and more...
Re:Missing my life......................... Blueyes424: Microtech~
Thanks for the vote of confidence!!! Sometimes you need those votes just to get through the day!!
I know what you mean about being in disbelief of being divorced. I was the same way, even weeks after mine was final. It does get better, I promise!
I have just had several set backs in the last couple of months, but I am pulling forward and out of the rut~and so will you!!! ;)
Keep smiling, keep your head up, and things will turn around!!!
Hugs~
Blue
Re:Missing my life......................... penguin: Ok.... YOU didn't fail. He did. The marriage did. YOU did everything in your power to keep it together and make it work. Even staying after he cheated, and after he was violent, and he was so un-empathetic about the loss of your baby. YOU did what you had to do. YOU are a stronger person because of it. YOU are not a failure.. HE is. And HE will continue to prove what a failure and looser HE is! I love you!
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