Update exhaulted: Well we are finally emailing one another everyday and i try not to get my hopes up. I sent her an email agreeing with how she felt and how i do understand whats going.
She emailed me back saing " did you write these emails?" At first i was taken back, then i said yes and that it is from a "deeper part of me that cares about you".
Then she emails me back things like how is the house, your mom, our dog, the place, are you having friends over...like totally interested in what i have been doing.like asking me all these light hearted questions.
Hello? You like hurt me horribly and your asking me these questions?
One minute she is questioning the realities we are in then switches over to this stuff.
my guess is it is + step but i guess i have to wait and see. Perhaps she cares.
BTW, i answered all her questions and was very nice about it. No mushy stuff.
