Healing heart lewis0416: Dear J,
It has been 4 1/2 months since you left. I feel wonderful today and I didn't really need you after all. I thought I could not breathe without you. I am surviving and i feel great. I do not need a man to make me feel whole. I will love again and trust again one day but it will not be one-sided. I will be in a relationship with someone who loves me as I love him. I can wait. For now I am just bettering myself every day. I am getting my Bachelors degree in less than a year, our kids are happy, and I love my new life. I will never let myself be abused again. You verbally abused, withheld emotions from me, and neglected me for so long that I felt lonelier with you than without you. Good luck J. Hope you are happy with you new little youngster. Cradle robber. You couldn't handle a real woman you sorrrrrrrrrryyyyy azz scrub. :D
Re:Healing heart dreamerpoet: ;D YOU GO GIRL!!!!!
Re:Healing heart lewis0416: Its hard to believe that four months ago I was at his feet begging him to stay and now I cringe. For the first month that he was gone I could not eat or sleep and my stomach was in a knot. I curled up by myself and listend to self help cds. I think thats what saved me. That and my kids warm hugs and cuddles. I am so lucky!!!!!!
Re:Healing heart dreamerpoet: I feel you there. I would not have even gotten out of bed some days if not for my kids.
Re:Healing heart ti-poux: Doesn't it feel good girl..
To finaly know and understand that you are worth
so much more than being neglected and abused.
Keep on working for your hapiness and the rest will
follow. And congrats on the bachelors' degree...it takes a pretty strong woman to raise children and go to school.
Chantal
