Missing the old you ColoHill: Dear D,
Where did you go? I have missed you so much. I feel like I have been waiting and waiting for you to come home and yet you haven't. Instead, I wake up with a stranger in my house. There has been this new man around. He isn't anything like you. I have been so hurt by the things this man has said to me and what makes it worse is that he doesn't think he's doing anything wrong. Then I think back to you and how you never would have done something like that. I remember how you put our needs before your own and how your wife and children were something worth bragging about. You really loved me and I could feel that you did. I miss the way you used to kiss me and hold me. I miss how you couldn't sleep without touching me, somehow. The bed I sleep in feels like a football field, there is so much space around me. I feel sorry for this new guy because he is so self-involved. He has no idea what is happening outside of his own world. He works and spends more money than he has to feel satisfied about his toys. He doesn't like for the kids or I to be around him in the evenings because he is too stressed with life. If only he could take a step back and live the way you did. I want you to know how much your children miss you too. Your son doesn't notice as much that you aren't around because the other guy buys toys for him. But, our little girl wonders what happend to her daddy and why this new man is so different. What is harder is knowing this new man is in the same body you had. His voice sounds just like yours even though the words are different. He even looks like you. His pillow smells the same when he gets out of bed and leaves it next to me. But, it isn't you. We all miss you and are praying you come home soon. I hope you are well wherever you are. Please don't forget, I am waiting for you...I love you with all my heart and miss you where ever you are...
Me
Re:Missing the old you DANI1819: Hold onto your hope and your feelings. Dont give up. You will know in your heart when it is time to let go. Your in my thoughts and I pray for the old him to come back to you. Best of luck and be strong. Always hold onto the true feelings in your heart.
dani
