To My Ex Squidley: Dear S--
There is not a day that goes by that I don't miss you. That I don't regret all of my mistakes, and yours too. We were not ready when we tried to reconcile last year. I hope we are ready someday.
I would give everything to look into your eyes and see love and trust once more. To caress your cheek, to feel your face against my chest and kiss the top of your head. To hug with no resistance, to kiss as we did for so many years.
I would give it all to share dreams with you again. To work together as parents and as partners, to achieve goals that are so much sweeter shared.
I would give it all for the opportunity to do the little things I did and didn't do. To leave love notes on your pillow or bring you flowers for no reason. To buy you a present 'just because' or to do the laundry while you are at the store so you don't have to.
I would give it all to try once more, with all our hearts into it. I know that is not going to happen today. I know there is too much going on in both our lives. I will not shut my heart to you though. I wish you happiness more than anything else. We both deserve it.
I love you. I always will, no matter what.
Squid
Re:To My Ex DANI1819: That is such a nice letter. Dont give up hope or the feeling you have in your heart. That was exactly how I felt about my husband. I did not give up when everyone told me to. I held on and followed my heart and remained devoted. I am glad I listened to myself. I got my chance to show him all that I didn't before. Hang on and be strong, if it is meant to be it will work out.
