Re:I know you still dont understand getting_rough: Thank you for that informantion. I read most of it but I will need to go back through it. What I did read makes me think back and most of it has been my life for the past 2 years. This is going to be very helpful to me and I will pass it on to my MIL. She is trying to understand it also. THis is such a hard thing to go through on my own I am soooooooo happy to have found this site.
Re:I know you still dont understand getting_rough: "I promise," the addict pleads, sometimes with tears in his eyes. "I know I have been wrong, and this time I have learned my lesson. You’ll never have to worry about me again. It will never happen again!"
But it does happen again and again, and again, and again. Each time the promises, each time their breaking. Those who first responded to his sincere sounding promises of reform with relief, hope and at times even joy, soon become disillusioned and bitter.
This part is the one that gets me. I feel like I helped him do the drugs so many time just for believing his plea.
