venting is good right? Safetykc: My Friday morning vent....If you read my other post on my story, you know my STBX and I got into it the other night...
I hadn't seen her or talked to her since and made the mistake of asking her if she was ok.
She said why was I asking. I said becasue we were both upset when we talked the other night.
She said she was upset that night, but now she was just angry. Angry that I mad her feel like she was horrible and that I was being manipulative and trying to get her back.
>:( >:( ??? WTF??? I told her EXCUSE ME??? That is NOT what happened...This conversation is over.
And so is this marriage....1 more freaking week. Thank you M thank you for driving all the sad emoticons out of my system and bringing me back to >:(.
What else could I expect. Twist twist twist....
Counting down again...No more sad songs..today my heart is filled with something a little harder and thrashier.
Happy Friday all and no need to reply.
>:(
Listen
I was born on the other side
Just always looking to you
I made it over the great divide
Now I'm coming for you
Your forces lined up in battle
Your soldiers and your machines
The sun been blacked out by shadows
The darkest hour now you've ever seen
And I'm easy and I'm serious
They try and tear me down
You want me baby I dare you
Try and tear me down
I rose up on the doctor's slab
Like Lazarus from the pit
And everyone wants to take a stab
Decorate me with blood, graffiti and spit
I've been held up on money
I've been beaten out of spite
You want a piece of me honey?
Lose or win
You know you've been in a fight
And I'm easy and I'm serious
They try and tear me down
You want me baby I dare you
Try and tear me down
>:(
Re:venting is good right? SunnyFlower: Yikes!!
I know you said we need not reply, but please don't bite my head off if I do!! ;) ;) ;)
I have been where you are....you just asked her how she was doing because you are that way....kind and caring, even to someone who hurt you like she did. That's what makes you the sweetheart that you are!!
One more week...hang in there, Safety!!
Re:venting is good right? TiredandScared: You know what I am seeing in your words. I am seeing that resolve you had for the last couple of months. From my perspective of reading the words you have written, this last "situation" rocked your resolve, and it seems to me like you have seen the her perspective is very scewwed(sp?)
Listen to your heart and head equally, don't lean to heavaly on one or the other. We're here for ya brother!
Re:venting is good right? heelblue: Hang in there man! We're all here for you as always! How can we not be with as supportive as you have been to everyone!!!!!!
Re:venting is good right? Safetykc: :'(
Thanks HB....You ROCK man...truly...I just feel so all over the map with all of this.
Was an emotional wreck yesterday morning, high and flying by afternoon...back down today and then angry and now comfortably numb...
Isn't it weird to feel like I don't deserve support? I try to help, but I am just as much of a wreck as most of you. I have no advice or wisdom other than my compassion and a few stupid song lyrics...Sorry...Let me climb out of my sad sack... ;)
Thanks for the support HB....sigh...It is appreciated..greatly... :)
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