Re:No more pictures... Safetykc: Oh god Pic....I'm sorry man...anything I can do?
Guess not...but Im here for you man.
Re:No more pictures... Buggs: I'm sorry to hear you are dealing with this Picadelly. I t must be extremely difficult for you, however, as they say in order to see the raibow - one must feel the rain........it won't rain forever. Focus on yourself, your self worth and hang in there.
good luck
Buggs
Re:No more pictures... picadilly: Thanks for caring guys. :)
So she also left a few garbage bags of clothes & shoes to be given to charity. I looked through them & she's giving away allot of the clothes she always wore, allot of things I thought she liked. I don't know, is she trying to change everything about herself? To change herself completely from the woman she was when she was with me? The bag of shoes contains many of the regular pairs she wore, many of her favorite sandels. :-[
I have to be honest, I always held out a little hope she would come to her senses & realise what she did was a mistake, that she would come back to me. I guess that was always a pipe dream, this is hitting home pretty hard. I can now safely say, she is not the same woman, that the one I knew, grew up with, fell in love with & married... she doesn't exist anymore. This is someone else & she doesn't care for me. :'(
Edit: forgot to mention she also left her wedding dress behind...
Re:No more pictures... brynne: So sorry to hear that, my H & are about to start the moving out process (he's moving) just in time for the Holidays...how lovely.
I filed for divorce b/c of adultry & I got the house, but it's not going to be the same w/out him or his furniture, plus he gets out 2 cats that we've had since they were babies which just breaks my heart. You'd think I'd want him gone considering what he's done to me, but I am having a very hard time letting go. You can't just turn off feelings & love for someone, at least I can't.
It sounds like she's trying to make a clean break, I will be stuck w/ all the pic's & memorablilia more than likely unless X wants some.
Good luck, have a good cry - it does help.
Hope
Re:No more pictures... picadilly: thank you Hope. It feels like I've been crying non stop for a month now. It does feel better after a good cry, I know that.
I was just starting the packing up process & it hurts so much. I just start crying at random times, I have a pain in my chest, an ache in my soul. I thought I was dealing well with this but reality just keeps crashing down on me. This is it, the end of my life as a knew it for 11 years.
:'( :'( :'(
I remember the first time that she called me on the phone to say it was over, I told her how could she leave me? That she was a my life, that I loved her... wasn't that enough to want to try marriage counselling? She told me no, love wasn't enough... & she wondered if I really did love her. This hurts so much... I know I loved her, I wouldn't be this hurt still if I wasn't. But she doesn't know how much I hurt... & she never will understand that.
ok, I'm crying now. :'(
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