i hate these moments qickglitter: Okay so today i did great.... woke up not thinking of him... great start... went to college.... beauty school atleast... had a couple good clients, got some good tips. Went strait from school to work... went by pretty quick, after work got togtether with some friends i hat seen in ause of the x... I had a great time, laughed had fun... Then i had to take one of my friends home she live 3 houses away from my x... i have not even driven past his house in over a month and a half.... and there it was... his house right there, and his car.... oh and the new "friends" car. MY heart sank and its like all the fun i had and all the healing i did are dead, gone and dead.... I just don't know what to do with myself i fealt like i had come so far and now i feel like it was all me convincing myself that i am ok...
To make matters worse one of my guy friends ran into the X and his guyfriends at a car show... which was something i always wanted to join in on, but was always told it was a "guy thing" so i left it alone... come to find out the new "friend" was there with one of her g/f's.... Awsome i feel so sad and stupid, and frustrated, i can't even explain the emothins that are fuming insde me right now.... its been a month and a half... i just want to not feel like this anymore... i want to feel better and happy I don't want to let him ruin me and thats what i feel like he is doing ..RUINING ME, im breaking down and i can't help it. Why... why everything...
Re: i hate these moments qualt: i understand how you feel. My wife has been cheating on me and since she told me about it she for some reason thinks im okay with her telling me about this guys life and how sad it is like i give a fuc*en shi!. Not to mention i found his underwear in her backpack. She says it was wrong for her to cheat on me but she still wants to be his friend. she says that one day and the next she wants to leave me. anyway sorry for your pain wish i had some advice but i dont im wondering myself if i will ever get rid of this pain.
Re: i hate these moments Older Guy: Just accept this as a bit of a "temporary" setback. There will be a few realizations along the way that may force you to take a couple of steps backwards.
But just keep on doing what you were doing and you'll cross the bridges when you get there.
Good luck and a big (((((HUG)))))
