Just venting dangergirl: Just needed to vent. Not really looking for any advice because I have said it all in my head already but found out last night that the ex moved his girlfriend in with him. I am not one to get into petty girl bs by being irrational. I am not sure if and/or why this would upset me. It has only been five months since the divorce and it is hard for me to imagine that I could be replaced so soon. Me, wonderful little ole me...but I have been and I am.
The emotional and spiritual side of me is insanely hurt and jealous. I still love him and miss all the good things that we had. But the rational and practical side of me knows that the only reason that they are living together is because he is a 41 year old man who can't afford to live alone and who needs someone around him at all times to validate him as a person. I don't miss that part of our life. In fact, I am glad it is her who has to take care of him now and not me. I know that I am better off and I know that I made the right decision by filing for divorce and signing the final paperwork.
But you know the one thing that really irks me...she gets to say goodnight to my dog everynight...that really pi$$e$ me off. Cuz I know she will never ever treat him the way I treated him. I am his mommy and there is no one who will ever replace me, d@mn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But my future is so bright....I gotta wear shades!!!!!! 8) 8) 8) 8)
Happy Turkey Day everyone!!!
DangerGirl
