Re:Time..time...time...is on my side... :( Safetykc: Thanks man....especially for the beer in a pear tree....needed that. ;)
Re:Time..time...time...is on my side... :( leem03: Oh Safety, I am so sorry that you are in pain. As we have noted before we both have court dates Monday. How extremely nerve racking that is in and of itself. Not to mention now that she is just superwoman in letting you cry and complain to her because your turmoil is her fault. She says she does it to help you feel better, but in all honesty, I think it makes her feel better. It releases some of her guilt for hurting you. You being mad allows her to heal too. I'm sure she is truly sorry for hurting you but that doesn't change the fact that she did it.
All I can say is hang in there Safety. Hopefully Monday will bring you some closure you need to move on & stop worrying about her. I know all too much how scary the feeling of Monday coming up feels. I will think of you as I walk into my courtroom and pray for you to have strength as well as myself.
GOOD LUCK!
Re:Time..time...time...is on my side... :( PiscesGoddess: ;) Okay so you know I struggled with posting on this..since ..well you know.. ;) But didnt want the OJAR police to come handcuff me if I didnt say at least something.. LOL..
I cant say anything new here, nothing that the fine people before me didnt post, nothing I didnt tell you last night. ..
Only, that, this will get better, Remember, the bursts of starlight..they come after the pain..and that there is hope.. no matter how insurmountable the obstacles seem...you are one of the STRONGEST people this goddess has ever met.. (and believe you me, being a deity and all, Ive met a few.. unfortunatley they were sleestacks in sheeps clothing..) Im on your side sugar, and remember.. "its a little bit funny, this feeling inside..."... And next time, I WILL COME UNPLUG YOUR COMPUTER! LMAO ;D
HUGS and KLPS...
Pisces...kitten... ;)
Re:Time..time...time...is on my side... :( Safetykc: Thanks for the advice everyone.
And thanks for helping out last night PG...I am sorry to you couldn't get me to stop talking to her...I think it would have taken an excorcism to help me at that point....spiraling was going to fast and to furious...
There is always a new hope. I will remember that. Thank you for saying I am strong when I feel weak. It means a lot. I know that funny feeling...I'm not one of those who can easily hide...
Next time...hopefully I will unplug the computer...:(
HUGS and KLPS right back atcha feline, fish, Goddess, whatever you might be, but most importantly, friend... :-* Big Hugs...