I hate everything about you wowee: I hate e-mail, I hate e-mail fighting. I hate that my husband has my e-mail address & chooses to use it to continue emotionally & verbally abuse me. I hate my husband with a passion so intense it would burn up the sun – the sun wouldn’t have a chance against it. I hate that he still has the ability to create such turmoil in my heart & soul & I hate that my children can see my sadness. I hate all of these things & I hate myself for not being stronger then him even though I know I am better then him.
Re: I hate e-mail... Failedjedi: BLOCK HIM
embrace the ANGER not the HATE
ANGER can free, HATE IMPRISONS
Re: I hate e-mail... slickwilly: I was told that you have to forgive them not for them for yourself its one step towards you moving on with your life they wont understand but its not for them its for you and your happiness ;D
Re: I hate e-mail... ChristyM: [quote"> I hate that my children can see my sadness[/quote">
This has been an issue for me. Not so much now since it's been almost two years but early on. I hated that it seemed like every time he called or came over my daughter was right there and privy to everything. I tried to hide my feelings but sometimes I just wasn't strong enough and would break down crying. Just yesterday she said "mom, you will never find someone you feel is good enough to date because I think you hold out one little thread of hope that dad will become the husband and father you want him to be and we can be a family again". I felt like I was punched in the stomach. She is too perceptive for her own good.
Christy
Re: I hate e-mail... wowee: I wish I could block him. We are suppose to be working out the issues of our divorce “amicably” so we can file through the military without having to pay for lawyers. Plus we have two children, so I can’t really block him. He refuses to talk about any of the divorce issues on the phone – needs to save all his cell phone minutes for all of his bi-sexual contacts, sluts, phone sex calls, etc…
The kids are definitely way too smart – at ANY age it seems. I told mine this morning that I was just crying because my head hurt. He kissed my forehead & eyelids & drew a picture of a big heart & his name for me. God I love my kids!! I know I need to forgive him, I really am just not there yet. I think it is hard to get there while they still have some form of control or hold on you. While they are continuing to hurt you & you feel like you have no real recourse. I am sorry for even venting - I just needed to say it I guess & feel like at least I can do that & he can’t stop me, right?
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