drunk again freovir: here i sit at my computer with my local microbrew beer. many empties on the counter, bored, lonely, too tired to go to bed, numb.
my daughter sleeps on the couch, but i am afraid to carry her up the stairs lest i drop her in my inebriated state. did i kick my habits to pick up another? will life ever get better for more than a week or two?
what is the fucking point? sometimes i wonder. how did i get here? where can i go from here? anywhere? nowhere? how? why? yes? no?
don't i deserve better? i thought i was a good man. maybe i was wrong. i know i never signed up for this.
sorry, but tonight has not been fun. i miss someone already. not my wife - she can rot in hell for all i care.
sometimes life happens too fast.
--freovir
Re: drunk again sourpuss: i'm not drunk, i wish i was, but i would just call the stbx.
but that post is the echo inside my head these days....
Re: drunk again riversandlakes: freovir, drink all you want. ask all the questioins there are to ask.
just remember answers are not forthcoming, and that you need to hang in there for the sake of your daughter. in time, freovir, the missing answers will not matter anymore.
trust me on this. i drank every night minimum 2-3 cans of Guinness for the past five months. The pain was too great without it. I had too...
it is the season of pain. please continue posting, venting or anything. fight through the mists of pain...
life WILL get better, though not in a week or two, but soon. How soon depends on your will to walk again, instead of dragging your feet. Ignore those who will give you deadlines and ultimatums to walk again. They know not what they say.
You are hurting bad, hence you ARE a good man. I have words with anyone who says otherwise.
Will the Satan Jr hurt because the woman he loves so much cheated on him? I do not think so.
You are missing whom she used to be; the warm person you fell in love with. Sadly, freovir, change is the only constant. Our partners morphed.
My mom, once in a blue moon, will give me a sentence that clicks well, "Letting her go is another way to love her."
Let her go :-\
Re: drunk again charmed: I'm sorry for the way you're feeling, but if it helps (which it probably won't) I'm writing this as I drink a Coor's light - a BIG Coor's light LOL
The "down" times sure suck donkey balls!!!
Re: drunk again WhiskeyGirl: [quote author=freovir link=topic=16554.msg139554#msg139554 date=1123131553">
sometimes life happens too fast.
--freovir
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Oh boy....I hear you there, freovir.....pretty sure theres a few of us at our computers surrounded by empties and wondering the same things :-\
We will get better at this.....one day
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