Sweet Strawberry Christ Schadenfreude: This may prove to be a lenghty post. I apologize in advance.
I have been speararted from my wife for about 5 months. She has moved on dating someone else, as have i.
I was in no way looking for someone when i met a girl which i will call amy.
I met her at work (i am a nurse) and we immedirtly clicked. I was content being on my own, and was not looking for her. She quite literally fell in my lap/ The problem is, she is seeing someone else. She made it sound as though this relationship was on the rocks... problems galore. But she was giving it one last chance. We had been sleeping together for the last month. She abruptly decided our relationsip was clouding her judgement with her present boyfirend, and broke things off with me.
I was devastated. I actually cried. I have not cried about a women since high school. I did not cry when i found out my ex was seeing someone else. WTF? I can't get over this girl. What is wrong with me that i am more upset about this women (girl, she is 8 years my junior) that i have been dating for 1 month then my ex wife that i was seeing for a total of 7 years. I cry every day. I can't look at other women.
I have begun to se a thrapist, but i have only had one session. I think daily about blowing my head off... it would almost be preferrable to the pain. I have a .40 caliber hydroshock bullet just for the occasion.
Re: Sweet Strawberry Christ Schadenfreude: Seperated for five months.
I agree. seeing someone already involved is a recipe for disaster. As i said, she was an unexpected occurance.
If she called me today, and said she wanted to be with me i would say yes. Pathetic.
Re: Sweet Strawberry Christ Schadenfreude: You and me both, sister. I thought i was strong. Hell ihave to KILL people from time to time, but i can't shake off a little girl 8 years younger then me who has NO life experience, and ain't even that bright. Beautiful, but that's about it. Am i truly that shallow that i get upset over the loss of a pretty face?
I feel as though there is no one out there to equal her. That is utter nonsense, but that is the way i feel. I just want it to be 6 months from now whe this is a ll said and done.
Re: Sweet Strawberry Christ justmenow: What you are feeling has nothing to do with this woman, but has everything to do with the rejection and pain of your pending divorce. The woman herself is just a stand-in for every sort of pain you haven't dealt with yet. The counseling will help you find out stuff that you may not have even realized.
Re: Sweet Strawberry Christ Schadenfreude: Good god i hope so.
And i hope you make it through as well...
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