Stupid Stupid avoj: AHHHH!! I went out Friday night and met some women I have been talking to on the Net. Got drunk. I had a good time, but kept thinking about my ex. I got home and called her work voice mail just so I could here her voice. I cryed and cryed. I didn't leave a message. I hope I hung up the phone before the end of her voicemail cause all she is going to hear is crying. LOL. I haven't heard or seen from her in over a month.
Now all weekend all I have done is mope around thinking of her. Dammit. Why? I miss her so much. I just don't understand how someone you spent 7 years of your life with can just pretend like we never existed.
It hurts. Hurts like hell.
Re: Stupid Stupid charmed: It does hurt like hell and never makes sense. Hopefully you did hang up before she heard your message LOL If not, realize we are human and make mistakes LOL
From my perspective it seems you may be forcing yourself to see other women, but aren't ready. I, personally, am not interested in seeing anyone right now and feel it is healthy to be able to say that.
Of course, only you can decide when the time is right for you to date.
I wish you the best ;D
`charmed
Re: Stupid Stupid TheMusicHasDied: I know exactly how you feel.
I tried seeing other women over the last couple of months. Just don't want to really - you have to wait till you're ready.
Re: Stupid Stupid dirk8: oh my god, this board just makes me more sad than i originally was... ARGGHHHH.. :-\
Re: Stupid Stupid dgiirl: avoj, dont worry too much about breaking down and contacting her. We're only human and sometimes we do desperate things to ease the pain. I've done some pretty stupid things myself and now it makes me laugh. My stbxh loves indian food. I hated it and cannot stand the smell of curry. Shortly after he left, a friend invited me to indian so i went and tried it. After dinner, I left and started crying on my drive back home. I was all depressed because I thought my stbxh didnt love me because i hated indian food. Anyways the following day i felt a little better, and decided the smell of curry wasnt so bad and I decided i'll wear the tshirt from yesterday again today so i can get use to the smell of curry. A week later, I told my husband the story thinking he'll be proud i was accepting of his tastes lol He looked at me and said "That's pretty disgusting" lol *sigh*
I think about the story now and laugh to myself. Thinking wearing dirty clothes will make him come back to me, and telling him that's what i did to prove to him my love. oh well... needless to say I havent worn any dirty clothes since then :)
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