my first big step... wowee: I have the paperwork all done. The petition for divorce is ready to file. I just have to take it down to the courthouse tomorrow, pay my $300, and the first step towards a new life will be on it’s way. Is it normal that I have NO DESIRE to live with or be with this man, but yet still find this step so incredibly emotionally hard? I know I have to do it & I know I want to. I just need to stop over thinking it & just go first thing in the morning, right?
Re: my first big step... sourpuss: i know, i know, oh god i know.
it's awful, but you're right. deep breath & do what you know you must.
Re: my first big step... wowee: Thanks Sourpuss. I am really really nervous for some reason. I didn't tell him I am actually going in to do it & I know there are still some issues we need to work out regarding the final settlement - mostly because the military lawyer is trying to change my mind on so many issues that I think are going to complicate things a grat deal. I just wish I could understand why this was so hard.
