Never ending cycle
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Never ending cycle Kat0628: [glow=red,2,300"> The Never Ending Cycle[/glow">

Another day is starting; you just try to
make it through. The walls around your
heart are broken,  all the fears they held
at bay are now bombarding you. Where to go?
What to do? Who to turn to?
You wonder why fate deemed it so,
that you should be the one with a broken heart.
Like a child you believed him,
you trusted him. Like a fool you loved him.
Now you're left alone with a shattered heart
to mend. Always wondering if he’ll ever return.
If so, you’re wondering when.
You've kept yourself under control for so long,
through your own doubts and the adverse opinions
of your friends. The hurt has built up to
much to fast and you're about to burst at
the seems. Then he comes back and all is
right. You know you shouldn't get reattached
but you don't care. All you know is that you
are safe in his arms again. This view you've
taken on is the only thing that keeps you from
going completely numb, but the results are devastating,
as the cycle continues, and starts over and over again.



...no I REFUSE to start something like this...this is just an old poem...just a reminder to myself...

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