still venting My_farm: it has been 3 1/2 months since divorce and this crap is still not easing up.
The lack of sleep(waking up at 2AM for 4 months) and the crushing anxiety
is far from funny.
At least I am able to function at work,take care of my yard,laundry and refinanced my house.
I am in therapy once a week(out of pocket) and divorce recovery once a week.
I am really getting tired of surviving and want to start thriving.
Mike
Re: still venting hardened_heart1970: hi mike, i know this words dont mean crap right now, BUT it does get easier, and you will start thriving, or atleast get sleep, and not think of her so much.
believe me, if you read my first posts, for about 4 months, i was devestated, and a wreck. it is now 10000000% better, and you will too. hang in there bud....... better days are ahead.
Re: still venting ddgissi: You will get better. Promise. Remember, whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger (I hate that expression).
But, make sure you can get some sleep, even if you need drugs for a while, because being sleep deprived can really mess with you in all sorts of ways.
