Drowning Amyleah: Hey all,
I am not usre how to do this so here goes .......... I recently have lost my father, job, grandmother and the man I am in love with. I have been devastated and unable to work, have been hospitilzed etc.
He gave me many mixed signals, would dump me but we alays were drawn back to each other ...... I made many mistakes myself and maybe he never forgave me. It just hurts so bad. I cant eat or anything, I just want him back, why I dont know. And to make it worse I am stuck living alone and going insane .................. can anyone help me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Drowning Fast
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Re: Drowning AfterMath: Amyleah,
I'm so sorry about your situation, but glad you found us. Welcome. I know about devastation all too well. Most of us have had more fair share of that. Keep posting, OK?
Re: Drowning lostboy: Amelyeah,
It's hard for me to conceive of what it must be like to loose so much in such a short amount of time. I am truly sorry for your loss. I can tell you, you are among friends here and although we have suffered to varying degrees, we each one of us have known of loss and devistation.
I know your hurting and it seems very dark right now but please keep posting. It will help you to keep talking about it. There are wonderful people here full of empathy and insight who will do their best to support you.
I know where your at right now...not being able to eat feeling like someone hit you in the chest with a baseball bat. Hang in there. Try to eat something just a little bit. Your body needs to recover and you need food to help it.
I know it hurts I know you feel alone but I can assure you your not.
Keep posting we'll help you keep your head above the water line..
Keep well,
Lostboy
