Re: Post traumatic stress disorder Older Guy: Barbjo - as much as it is normal to be reliving the past 2 months in your head but you might be experiencing a reaction that is stronger than what you can sort through and handle by yourself right now.
I strongly agree with Whiskey Girl when she recommends to seek professional help. You do not want to let this spiral down top the point of "very difficult" return. You are probably at a point where a professional could help you get back on track with less difficulty than if you wait and then crash and burn. I'm no expert, but IMO......The sooner you get some outside help the better.
Best wishes.
