My infamous ex... pisces_goddess: Its been awhile since I have posted anything about what's going on with him & I wasnt going to but I dont know where else to go with it. Some of you that are familiar with my story remember how he wouldnt give me my wedding ring back unless I slept with him.. well here is another doozy for ya.. He brought our daughter back yesterday & had not known I had the "augmentation" ..well of course he noticed & I just said yes I did ..I had it.. Well that did not sit well.. he gets no use out of them. So I had been trying to get him to trade weekends with me & he says.. I will only trade weekends with you if you give me some p**sy, I should get some use out of those boobs too. UGGH! I basically said F! You.. And it got heated & ugly & he even has my FAMILY against me now. THey would rather see me with him & miserable than on my own & happy. And after talking to him all those old thoughts start creeping in.. the ones where he says Im ugly, stupid, crazy, lazy, good for nothing but a piece of a** .. I have so much hatred and so much regret for ever being with him in the first place.. And have to deal w/ him b/c of our daughter.. I dont know where I am going with this other than.. How do I not fall back into the black hole of actually believing this crap about myself? How do I not feel so lonely with everyone that is supposed to be supporting me being against me? I thought I was better with all this .. but I guess Im not. Thanks for reading.. and letting me vent. ::)
Re: My infamous ex... atd74: Oh my God Pisces!
What a horrible monster! F him is right... DO NOT let him do that to you! DO NOT allow him to control what you think of yourself. It sucks that you do have to see him because of your daughter but you don't have to listen to his b.s. Next time he drops off your daughter or vice versa just walk away from him.
And you shouldn't fall into that black hole of believing what he says - remind yourself WHO the source is! You're above his crap and you've come so far... don't let him make you revert backwards.
Too bad he couldn't just disintegrate!!!
Hugs to you - don't give up on yourself!
Re: My infamous ex... Bob-Bob: WOW, Man what a complete control freak this guy is.
DO NOT give him that satisfaction, You are in control, keep it that way, it feels good to take control of your life and the emotions you have, Do not allow him the satisfaction of emotion, Keep the topic on the only important thing you share ... your daughter. remember that he benefits by making you angry, or sad or confused...not you. Take that away from him. Focus on your daughter and you.
Hang in there,
Bob
Re: My infamous ex... inebr: My goodness, don't want to be judgemental here, but what a TOTAL creep. And the fact that you can see this too, well, it says a ton about how far you've come. There's no turning back to the point where you'll take his flack to heart as you once did. You've grown, you've changed for the better, no going back. Good for you. Too bad for him.
Re: My infamous ex... galil: I still think that you need to set something up with him and let Old Shoes Jimb Newman and muhself do something horrible to this idiot :)
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