The feeling of The uncertain-Fear Change4better: Ok folks,
I've been here awhile now, 4 months to be exact, I have posted about my heartache, my fear of he unknown, my kids etc. Now i will be sharing my thoughts of how i feel today. I finally got my own apartment IN PA. i've been living with roomates and under their rules.. since my seperation. I really don't know how to feel. whether sad to be leaving into another start, Sad because i'm moving on with my life without my stbx. or extremely happy and proud of myself that within the past 4 months i''ve beein working on making myself happy for me. and i have . I've been working on getting myself better emotionally and phiscally So why is it that from time to time i get scared angry sad.. I'm really scared and feel alone today I know in my heart that things will get better, but i guess that the day is here. finally moving to the right direction in getting my life back together.. ALONE! but together.
Thank you all for reading,
sorry i was rambling.
Hugsss everyone
Re: The feeling of The uncertain-Fear jujubee: wow we could be twins. i too have been living with a friend for 4 months (the length so far of my separation) and am moving into an apartment in october. i go through the same things the anger, sadness, but also pride. i'm not sure what the future will bring but i know i will be ok and so will you. you can do this. lonliness is normal but it will get better over time. just surround yourself with good friends. good luck. :)
