Not sure how to feel, really.... Feel: :-\
Hi All, once again...
You think I will be on this ojar forever??? ???
Anyway a couple of days ago found out something...
I was going to accept my husband back, seemed like we were getting closer, to the point where he would speak about his feelings to me without me even aking, but made it a point to let me know that aswell.
Anyway, the other day he was at our house, supposed to make dinner for us and our son... Off nightshift, called when he got home. Talked a few minutes.. Thought he went to bed!
Much to my surprise, when I got home his car wasn't there! (my stomach in my throat) I walked in the house to find a mess in the kitchen, looked as if he was preparing dinner. My son looking everywhere for daddy since earlier in the car ride asked if I would play hockey with him and told him that dad would cause the hockey game was on tonight and I would make a bowl of popcorn after dinner, watch the game and play hockey!
He was looking everywhere, even went upstairs thought daddy was sleeping! My heart was aching for my son when he couldn't find daddy, so I pressed redial on the phone saw an odd number to find out that it was the OW # ( a new number ) told me he didn't know it and nothing was going on anymore!
I wouldn't talk to him, dot even yesterday did I speak to him... never left a message eithe rso if he wanted to see his son, how would I know!
This morning he phoned at work and said that he called her to tell him that he was back home with us and to not call him anymore not even at his parents to bother his mom :-\ right! what a liar!
He doesn't even care said to me I have ruined his stay at his parents cause now they aren't talking to him, do u beleive that, blamming me... cause I am the one calling another man and having an affair on him!!! What an asshole, GOD. the nerve of him...
I haven't heard from him since... It's now 9:00 pm, so much for being interested in his son!
Re: Not sure how to feel, really.... missycristin: I mentioned on the other thread how things could be worse and kids could do it. I can't begin to imagine how difficult it is for parents when divorce happens. I was 5 when my parents split. My dad came on weekends, usually I remember my mom making excuses for him,and I remember the day when I stopped believing her.
I'm 33 and my parents still talk about me like I'm 5. That's what they mean when they say forever huh?
