I sent this today
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I sent this today sparks: Dear D,

As much as I have wanted to remain your friend through all of this, I cant.  The pain is still as intense today as it was the day you told me you wanted a divorce.  I will not be instant messaging anymore or emailing unless it has something to do with the kids. Maybe one day in the future I can be your friend but right now I'm not strong enough to make it work.  Im sorry.

I wanted you to know that I love you.  I have loved since before we even had our first kiss.  For me, that has never stopped.  I never cheated on you. Not even in my dreams. You were my best friend, my companion, my lover, my life. I was happy with you. I was proud to be your wife.  Im sorry it didn’t work. Im sorry for all the mean, hurtful things I have said to you.  I am sorry for that day I broke down. Im sorry for all the dreams that will never happen.  Im sorry.

I love you.  I miss you.  Goodbye


Re: I sent this today lost enigma: Did writing that make u cry?

Because during this last week, i have written 100 different letters, and none of them have been sent. I cried each time.
You have courage and i admire that. I want my courage again. I hope the response is positive.


Re: I sent this today sparks: I cried so much I thought I was going to fry out the computer.  As far as strong...its taken me a year and half to write this letter.  I dont expect or want a response.  It will only make it worse.
Re: I sent this today lost enigma: I know, i have a final copy of the letter, but it would kill me more if he just ridiculed me for being so stupid. So i dont know if you should send it either
Re: I sent this today jadedangel: [color=navy"> Sometimes ... the letter writing is more therapeutic ... than the letter sending .... Hope it works for you.[/color">

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