Re: being stupid again alonewith2: I know better than to do stuff like that. Why did I look? I'm so past that. I just don't understand why I did it. Stupid of me!!
and why do I care if he's out with other people? I don't want him back...or do I and I've just been fooling myself? Am I really just sitting here night after night not going out and finding someone else because I'm secretly hoping that he really is trying to better himself to win me back?
I just don't know....I don't understand.....I just can't believe how stupid I was to look......why not leave well enough alone?
Re: being stupid again lost enigma: Honestly, not being mean to any men on this web site...Some men just dont know what they want.
They say one thing and do a completely different thing. Their nature.
Re: being stupid again AloneandCold: To be fair women do to. :)
Re: being stupid again lost enigma: Yea I am just a little bias right now. Shitty week.
Does he just come over for the kids or do u both sit down and have conversations?
Re: being stupid again alonewith2: We talk every single day. He's my best friend. It's hard to really explain our relationship...I've tried in the past, but it just never comes out right.
I usually can separate him being my friend from him being my husband. He sucked as a husband, but he's been awesome as a friend. As long as I don't get them mismatched in my head, I do just fine!
This may be just one of those times that I can't differentiate between the two.....who knows......
He called me and I let it slip about what I read on the website. He says she's just a friend and that it didn't really mean anything. But I've seen too many of his "friends" that I just don't care to know any more. I told him that I didn't care if he did go out with whoever, but I would appreciate knowing about it instead of reading about it .....(that was how I always found out about the others!!)
Thanks to those who responded. It means a lot knowing that I can get some support here...even in my more stupid weak moments!! ;)
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