Re: The Beginning of the REST of MY Life... Older Guy: What do you mean "old" ? ;)
Actually in your situation i can see the "accelerated path that you're referring to, but its just a caution to expect some lows at time and to make sure you do not harbor any unsresolved feelings.
But good work on the attitude.
OG
Re: The Beginning of the REST of MY Life... bjs2005: Good attitude, just like I had. Too bad you're going to see what we refer to as the "Rollercoaster From Hell." Just keep smiling till you can't, then get back up and do it again.
I'm still waiting for the rollercoaster to stop so I can get the hell off.
Re: The Beginning of the REST of MY Life... KdUb: [quote author=bjs2005 link=topic=20106.msg186720#msg186720 date=1129028902">
Good attitude, just like I had. Too bad you're going to see what we refer to as the "Rollercoaster From Hell." Just keep smiling till you can't, then get back up and do it again.
I'm still waiting for the rollercoaster to stop so I can get the hell off.
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Yeah! Where is the "EMERGENCY STOP" button on this damn thing?? LOL!
Seriously tho. I've just been taking it minute by minute lately. SURROUNDING myself w/ friends and family helps. But being alone 'tests' me. Like last night....after seeing my ex two days in a row, (brief meetings but nonetheless) when I was alone - I thought about her a lot. Like how we used to sit on our couch and snuggle to watch the same shows. I felt down. But then I'd try to remind myself that I DO NOT 'need' someone like that and I was worth more than that and I WOULD find that with someone BETTER....and I was ok. Weird or no?
Re: The Beginning of the REST of MY Life... bjs2005: Not weird, you're going to go through a lot of that, and sometimes I feel down and don't even know why. I get so pissed that she did something to make me feel so bad and I have no control over my emotions even though I am totally over her. What I'm not totally over is what happened to us and they way it happened.
As I said, it's a rollercoaster and you're just starting the ride. Hold on, you'll make it through.
Re: The Beginning of the REST of MY Life... KdUb: [quote author=bjs2005 link=topic=20106.msg187686#msg187686 date=1129199328">
Not weird, you're going to go through a lot of that, and sometimes I feel down and don't even know why. I get so pissed that she did something to make me feel so bad and I have no control over my emotions even though I am totally over her. What I'm not totally over is what happened to us and they way it happened.
As I said, it's a rollercoaster and you're just starting the ride. Hold on, you'll make it through.
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Yup....just starting the ride is right. I've been good for the past week or so but today it felt like I got sucker punched in the gut! Thought about her all day for no reason. Thought about all the old times. Dug out old pics (I know, I made it worse). I was in a bad way.
I'm feeling a little better but I'm afraid to go to sleep. (it's 2:30AM now) I'm afraid I'll dream about her. That's the worst. They all are about us together, happy, like things were when we were madly in love.....then I wake up. :'(
Good news is, I'm sticking to the "NO CONTACT" outside of business related issues and that seems to help a ton. God I miss her....the OLD her....before the metamorphysis (sp?) into this other person she has become.
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