You crushed my dreams aimeed1: Dear T,
This morning I should have been sitting at Johns Hopkins for my interview instead I am at home crying. You ruined my dream because you refuse to take care of yourself. One call to a doctor and things could have been different, depression isnt forever. Everything I worked so hard for is gone just like that. I am so angry I just want to scream. Ruin your life dont ruin mine. You cried when I told you I had to drop out of school and cancel the interview but yet you still cant see you need help what will it take when will you see you cant handle this without help. In the mean time my dreams are put on hold and hopefully can be rebuilt I am at the lowest point of my life right now and I dont feel like I can do anything. My spirit has been paralyzed, my love of life gone. I hope your stubborness was worth all of this. :'(
