It's cold outside lostboy: and inside
I miss her now more than I have in the three months we'v been apart.
I just want to lay next to her again
feel her warmth.
cuddle.
we don't even have to speak.
I just need to feel her next to me
I thought I was doing ok
I really did
untill the cold chill
Oh God why does this still hurt so much
I feel so alone
I just want to curl up and cuddle someone
who loves me
I'ts cold....
Re: It's cold outside Dire Wolf: So, you know how people are
When it's all gone much too far
The way their minds are made
Still, there's something you should know
That I could not let show
That fear of letting go
And in this moment, I need to be needed
With this darkness all around me, I like to be liked
In this emptiness and fear, I want to be wanted
'Cause I love to be loved
I love to be loved
Yes, I love to be loved
I cry the way that babies cry
The way they can't deny
The way they feel
Words, they climb all over you
'Til they uncover you
From where you hide
And in this moment, I need to be needed
When my self-esteem is sinking, I like to be liked
In this emptiness and fear,
I want to be wanted
'Cause I love to be loved
I love to be loved
Oh I love to be loved
This old familiar craving
I've been here before, this way of behaving
Don't know who the hell I'm saving anymore
Let it pass let it go let it leave
From the deepest place I grieve
This time I believe
And I let go [x2">
I can let go of it
Though it takes all the strength in me
And all the world can see
I'm losing such a central part of me
I can let go of it
You know I mean it
You know that I mean it
I recognize how much I've lost
But I cannot face the cost
'Cause I love to be loved
Yes I love to be loved
I love to be loved
I love to be loved
I love to be loved
Yes I love to be love
I know the craving brother. If you've never heard this Peter Gabriel song buy it, download it, or whatever you have to do. This song has been really helping me cope with my grief. Another one by Pete that's been helping alot is Blood of Eden. I cry when I listen to it but that is part of the healing and growth. We'll get through this bro. Hang in there. You're not alone.
Re: It's cold outside Erin: I'm sorry you are having such a bad day Lostboy. You have been doing so well, it's ok to have these moments/setbaacks.
Remind yourself of what you have accomplished this past while.
You've been doing great and you will continue to do so.
I know it isn't the same but.... (((HUGS)))
Re: It's cold outside Mooneyes: I hate you are hurting lostboy. But I am glad you are feeling, that you are recognizing your loss. I know it doesn't make things any easier.
sometimes I rub my feet together to try to cuddle myself.. lame I know.. but you should try to be lame like me. :D
After all tomorrow is another day.
Keep posting.
<hugs>
Moon
Re: It's cold outside lilly10: lost boy
I know how the cold makes us feel the loss even more! I think it is becuase we are all a bunch of hopeless romantics.
I cuddle my cat stewart when I need a good cuddle. You can borrow him if you want.
We are all here with you!
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