Re: It's cold outside lostboy: Thank you so much everyone..
Dire Wolf, I will definately check out more Peter Gabriel I'v always like his music anyway.
Spinning ,
Thanks for the encouragement and the hugs.. and no it's not the same but in some ways it's better. Remember I'm always around to return the favor..even if I'm not on the board..
Miss Moon,
Yes I am recognizing my loss..and in regards to the cuddling..I have and I will.. and no it's not lame.. it's real..
*hugs*
Lilly10,
That's very sweet of you but I don't know that you'd get him back.
and I don't feel like a hopeless romantic.. I am.. lol..
So it seems I was simply having a really off day.. it's amazing how one day can seem so dreary and hopeless yet the next can seem so positive. Thankfully those really dreary days are fewer and farther between as time goes on. I think part of the issue is that I had to confront my ex about something and I hadn't spoken to her in so long I was fearfull of losing ground with my self and my progress. But I did contrfont her and I realize how much ground I'v gained..how much more centered I am..now...and besides my self, I have a lot of people on the board to thank for that. know I have a long way to go yet..but I'm going there..
Thanks again everyone
Lostboy
Re: It's cold outside Bree: Lostboy, although my wounds are fresh, I feel like you. At night when I look at my bed before getting in it, it's painful. We always spooned and snuggled and I so long for that. His arms around me, touching my pregnant belly, feeling that love and security. Man...
