My turn at venting cyncyn_22: Last night I had a weird dream. My ex was with another girl, and for some reason I saw everything they did together. Him and the other girl were making out and stuff and I remember getting infuriated with him during the dream.
Anyways, that anger has spilled over into today. I still feel angry at him. I can't stand the idea of him wanting to be with someone else. It p***es me off. >:( >:( I can't stand him leaving me after I dedicated 2 years of my life to him. I didn't have to be that dedicated. I could have dumped him after a few dates. I was certainly tempted by other guys during my relationship with my ex, but I never gave in, because I knew what was at stake.
He disrespected me by leaving me for another girl. How dare he leave me after I did nothing but bend over backwards for him for 2 years? >:( >:( >:( It p***es me off that he would throw away someone that loved him as much as I did. For me, 2 years was just the beginning. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
Well, now he's the one who's going to miss out. I'm going to make some lucky man very happy someday. And that person won't be him. Someday, he will wake up and realize that he won't be that lucky person and will regret the mistake he made.
Okay, I'm done venting now! Everybody can go back to their normal routine now. :)
cyncyn_22
Re: My turn at venting Erin: Feel a little better?
(((HUGS)))
Re: My turn at venting cyncyn_22: [quote author=spinningincircles link=topic=20564.msg190458#msg190458 date=1129740959">
Feel a little better?
(((HUGS)))
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Much better! Venting is always fun!
Thanks for the hugs!!! ;)
cyncyn_22
Re: My turn at venting Mimi: Cyncyn_22,
Out of frustration and for the lack of a more intelectual respond coming to mind right now: F*** him! He didn't deserve you and he never will. You will make someman very grateful and happy someday and your ex has missed out on you. there! hope that helps. :)
Re: My turn at venting cyncyn_22: [quote author=Towergirl link=topic=20564.msg190474#msg190474 date=1129742007">
Cyncyn_22,
Out of frustration and for the lack of a more intelectual respond coming to mind right now: F*** him! He didn't deserve you and he never will. You will make someman very grateful and happy someday and your ex has missed out on you. there! hope that helps. :)
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Amen!!! You're absolutely right! I do deserve better!
I am very loving, kind, caring, and when I love someone, I really love that person. :) I am one of those people who's willing to make whatever sacrifices necessary to make someone happy. :) You don't find people like that very often these days.
Maybe one of these days some guy will come along and will realize what a wonderful blessing it is to have someone like me, and won't leave me or take me for granted, ever!
*takes a deep breath*
cyncyn_22
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