Re: Even after all this...i still love her...why ??? journey: NMT,
Sorry to hear the trauma she has put you through. You are strong and you keep your commitments - someone, someday will love you for who you are.
Being in love is in part, feeling good when you are with your lover. People we love, mean something to us deep down; we tend to get emotional nurturing and nourishment from being with them. Lovers have the power to make each other feel better, relax in the security of our natural selves. Sometimes, some people abuse this power of love. They say mean things. They do mean things. They hurt. Yet, we can not forget what once meant something, the commitment we once made. Perhaps, that feeling or memories of that feeling reminds us of what it is like to be in love.
It takes time to heal. It takes time to accept the reality. The person we once loved, lives no more. They have metamorphosed into someone else. The spark is gone. That painful reality is difficult to comprehend and difficult to accept. With time, we do not see them as having the answers or having the meaning.
From your story, it is very clear that you are a strong individual. Does she deserve you or your love?
Re: Even after all this...i still love her...why ??? no more tears: Thank you all for your kind words of support....it helps it really does as you all know....but i still love her...even though she has thrown me out like last weeks trash i still am going crazy over her....why would somebody still want to be with somebody who was so cruel to them ? She knew what hell i went threw when she left and she should of let me be...not toture me like this...will this pain end ?????? im sorry but DAMN THAT FU**IN B**TCH for doing me this way. I just want the feeling back that i am wanted and loved....thats all.
Re: Even after all this...i still love her...why ??? jadedangel: [quote author=no more tears link=topic=20582.msg190775#msg190775 date=1129768465">
DAMN THAT FU**IN B**TCH for doing me this way.[/quote">
[color=navy"> I really can't say anything else --- I am sorry as well ... that is a really crappy thing to have happen to you. I hope your doing okay ... but the thing that comes to mind for me .... you hit right on the money. [/color">
Re: Even after all this...i still love her...why ??? ChiefWiggum: You didn't lose your pride. I'm proud of you for going back and trying again to work on your relationhip. It takes serious gonads to quit your job for a woman. This is nothing to be ashamed of.
Chris
