Lets classify this as a DISEASE!! dirk8: Alcoholism is a Disease.
Smoking is a Disease.
Drug Abuse is a Disease.
I rather be a dead-beat alcoholic, smoking five packs a day, and hooked on Heroine than feeling like THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think being heartbroken should be classified as a disease that you can get medicine for. None of the things we do when we are heartbroken makes any sense. And this feeling of wanting to die, is freaking stupid!
How does the person you love so much and care so much about wake up one morning and FORGET all about you. WTF??? God must really hate me. And I didnt even do shit. I lived a good life and always helped those in need. KARMA has nothing on me! Yet I still suffer like I killed a newborn or something.
Shoot me. Someone shoot me!! ( NO I am not going kill myself. Thats a sin. Which mean your punishment will probably be: sitting in hell, watching the one you love have sex with your boss or something like that. )
Re: Lets classify this as a DISEASE!! SunnyFlower: [quote author=MakeItStopPlease link=topic=20604.msg190897#msg190897 date=1129782593">
I think being heartbroken should be classified as a disease that you can get medicine for. None of the things we do when we are heartbroken makes any sense. And this feeling of wanting to die, is freaking stupid!
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Drinking alcohol, smoking, and abusing drugs are choices. Unfortunately, being heart broken is not.
At least you realize that wanting to die is "freaking stupid".
I'm sorry you are feeling down. Sometimes I wish I had all the right words to say to make it all better.
Hoping tomorrow is a better day...
((HUGS))
~Sunny
Re: Lets classify this as a DISEASE!! lostboy: Ok it's now officially a disease..
your right none of the things we do when we are heart broken make sense
and your wrong everything we do when we are heart broken makes sense
and in truth weather it makes sense or not doesn't really matter because the feeling the emotions the pain the anger overshadow logic.
Yes it F*cking hurts..and it's going to.. your going to go through withdrawls your going to get the shakes and yes feel like your going to die. But you need to feel it..process it.. yes it seems stupid but don't try to push it down don't try to back away from it you have to feel it to get passed it I'm sorry to say.
I'm not one for sugar coating things. But I will tell you in all honesty it WILL get better. and one day you will wake up and realize that that gaping hole in your heart is now meerly a scar..oh it will be there but like all scars the nerves are dammaged from the trauma and the pan is all but gone..all that's left is the memory associated with injury and even that will begin to fade in a misty haze.
"How does the person you love so much and care so much about wake up one morning and FORGET all about you."
She didn't.. she likely made her decision long befor that morning arrived. She had already gone through the process of seperating her her self and the pain and anxiety associated was dealt with in silence. It's not unusual for the person leaving to "check out" of the relationship..I know that's probably not what you wanted to hear but it's a common theme..trust me I know more than a few that could vouch for me.
This has little to do with Karma or God and everything to do with her..
I'm sincerely sorry your going through this..but it will get better. And the greatest medicine for you right now is your own inner strength. self evaluation and self confidence. Decide who and what you want to be then be it. Work on your self and for your self and your life WILL change. Your the director. It's your movie.
Keep Well,
Lostboy
