Re: Happy anniversary Thinkin: Thanks for the kind words, I don't think I was looking for any answers but that's the thing. I'm not looking for anything; I guess its just part of the numb feeling.
Jaded: Thanks, makes sense to me. I don't post much and for some reason did need to just throw something out there. Thanks again
Random: Thanks; I'm glad you were able to get something out of what I posted back in the day. Now you have me interested in what it was, mainly cause look at back at my old posts and it seems to help me see how far I have come in all this crap. I only stopped posting but I still come in here so feel free to PM me anytime.
Weeble: No need to thank you anymore cause you already know how much you have done for me. I'm sorry I have been away so much; I just can't get my mind together right now. I don't know if that new girl was some kind of rebound cause I don't really know what a rebound is. Maybe this even newer girl is a rebound as well, I think it's more or less I'm jumping at girls that show interest in me since that's what I didn't have after my wife and I split. I don't think it's getting harder to fight the feelings but I am starting to feel like I'm leading her on a little. Were not sleeping together or even kissing for that matter but I have spent more time with her and I hope it isn't leading her on cause that would just make it harder for all. I hope you doing well these days; I'll catch you soon.
notheonlyone: Sorry man, I know that feeling. I called my wife in the beginning and she was real cold and that does make you feel like a jerk. But you’re not a jerk for caring about her. Hang tough, it's gets easier.
Thanks everyone, I'll try and be around a little more.
Just plain Thinkin
Re: Happy anniversary PiscesGoddess: [quote author=Thinkin link=topic=21048.msg196928#msg196928 date=1130722614">
Thanks for the kind words, I don't think I was looking for any answers but that's the thing. I'm not looking for anything; I guess its just part of the numb feeling.
Weeble: No need to thank you anymore cause you already know how much you have done for me. I'm sorry I have been away so much; I just can't get my mind together right now. I don't know if that new girl was some kind of rebound cause I don't really know what a rebound is. Maybe this even newer girl is a rebound as well, I think it's more or less I'm jumping at girls that show interest in me since that's what I didn't have after my wife and I split. I don't think it's getting harder to fight the feelings but I am starting to feel like I'm leading her on a little. Were not sleeping together or even kissing for that matter but I have spent more time with her and I hope it isn't leading her on cause that would just make it harder for all. I hope you doing well these days; I'll catch you soon.
Thanks everyone, I'll try and be around a little more.
Just plain Thinkin
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Thinkin- Well thanks for not beating me with that stick :P Guess I was sorta right and sorta wrong..story of my life :P And you know your welcome.. you have probably done far more for me than I have done for you..we will just have a mutual thank you/your welcome society k? ;) Suppose you have to do what you need to do man.. if you need to get attention from women to fufill something you havent figured out yet..your an adult..hell do it.. as for leading the wife on? Im gonna take a wild guess and say you probably are.. maybe not intentionally? but subconciously..cause although outwardly you dont want to hurt her.. inwardly she just hasnt paid yet for breaking your trust.. make any sense? I dont know..somebody's gonna get hurt whatever way it goes..such is life.. Do what you need to do..be where you need to be.. Get back to me when you can.. Dont have to ever be anything but "thinkin" with me.. ;) You know where to find me :)
The Weeble Goddess
btw.. notice I got that quote thing down? I learned from the best :-*
