Re: Wish I can just shut off the emotion valve in me, why is this so hard? Wolfman: [quote author=ajw link=topic=21049.msg196753#msg196753 date=1130692537">
You can be a parent to the kid,without being a husband to her......stay away from her.Any relationship based on being made to feel so guilty that you have to stay together is doomed to failure.She's a proven liar and cheat and i dont see any reason why she's likely to change.
Andy
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true andy..
it feels like someone is grabbing my heart and squeezing it and letting go, then repeating it again and again...
hmm being a father without being a husband.. that's wierd because my older brother tells me that she's not going to change either. Maybe a part of me is in denial..
I have the reasons to part from this gurl, It's the grieving part that blows goats....dude, pain can take so many forms.. but i'll try to keep my head up level...
Re: Wish I can just shut off the emotion valve in me, why is this so hard? Wolfman: The one thing i forgot to mention is that, right now... a part of me wants to call her... and i know she is will answer, she wants me to call... it's been 7 days without talking to her, and i know i must not call, it's just that emotional side of me, the lonely side i guess that wants to give that beyoch a call... i probably wont though... unless it's to see my son hehe which is freakin wierd then because i'm actually calling her... i dunno ???
